meganlohmania
-
my college experience – freshman year
four years spent at the University of North Texas that set the trajectory for the rest of my life (jk, no matter what college I went to I think I still would have ended up doing taxes, just with a lot less green shirts) I started my freshman year in August 2015 (god, how is… Read more
-
figaro update
he’s very smart and very sneaky… my bedroom door wasn’t latched all of the way so he invited himself in for the night to sit and watch us sleep (don’t tell Emmy) also can you tell I am slowly putting the pieces of my life back together, one box at a time? slowly but surely… Read more
-
the origins of figaro
the story of Figaro… first let’s set the scene – ~11pm on Saturday, September 23, 2017. Denton, Texas. I had just parked my car in front of my apartment (a student living apartment complex I lived during my Junior year of college that I ended up moving out of because I had several incidents of… Read more
-
emmy’s life
Emmy has been going to the office with me & my mom and she really loves sitting in the middle of the hallway where she can see down both hallways and into my office (and in front of the fan, of course) Read more
-
-
anonymity
I plan to keep this blog semi-anonymous primarily so I can keep it public and let myself share as openly as possible – but without this blog popping up if you google my name (which thankfully some CEO in Canada has easily taken care of, good luck easily finding a trace of me that isn’t… Read more
-
my current reads
all of the various (digital) books I’m currently reading (whether it takes me two days or two decades to finish each of them lol) I just like having a bunch of different options to bounce between, okay!?? I am fully taking advantage of my time off as well as my current overlapping library memberships (New… Read more
-
to clarify –
I have complex post traumatic stress disorder due to many, many (still ongoing) traumatic experiences I have been living with my entire life due to never being diagnosed with ADHD and autism. I will be sharing much more detailed information later but for sake of a quick explanation, it’s like my entire life I thought… Read more
-
what I’ve been up to since I’ve been home
I’ve been back in Texas for a little over a month now, so I can safely say I am getting settled in for the most part my time is divided between therapy, resting, and handling all of the various medical/life admin stuff (ie: going to a bunch of new doctors, getting my TX driver’s license,… Read more
-
so what’s wrong with me?
most of my physical and mental ailments all can be traced back to one main underlying cause – I was very recently officially diagnosed with autism and ADHD. Which means I have spent the first 29 years of my life struggling (unbeknownst to everybody, including myself!) being misunderstood and unsupported (medically, mentally, emotionally, etc.). I… Read more
-
hello… is this thing on?
hello, howdy, yeehaw y’all (can you tell I’ve been back in Texas for over a month now? I have the sweet tea receipts and blood sugar levels to prove it!) figured this would be the easiest way to keep everyone up to date on all of the fun excitement going on in my life right… Read more
-
-
focus! new years resolution #10
last but not least, my final new years resolution for 2026 was focusing… but focusing on what exactly? Read more
-
connect! new years resolution #9
life has a funny way of playing out in the ways you least expect… Read more
-
journal! new years resolution #8
despite the rocky last couple of months, I did not forget about my new years resolution posts and have kept working on them to feel some positive emotions amongst all of the bad ones one thing that really does help me is journaling – a way of expressing myself via words. it’s unfortunately something I… Read more
-
care! new years resolution #7
resolution #7 – care, something I really need to be doing more of for myself… but it’s so hard, especially now a days. but I am doing what I can do. keeping myself fed and alive. taking care of Emmy. doing the best I can do each and every day. Read more
-
rest! new years resolution #6
finally made it to resolution #6… and perfect timing for this one too. rest is something I really need to be doing more of, but I can’t without feeling guilty about all of the responsibilities piling up around me and it’s quite literally making me so sick right now Read more
-
meditate! new years resolution #5
finally halfway through these… only took how many weeks into 2026 lol IT’S BEEN A DIFFICULT LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS OKAY, SUE ME anyways, the next habit I want to incorporate into my life on a daily basis is meditation. I haven’t meditated much in my life (I don’t have the patience 95% of the… Read more
-
create! new years resolution #4
my fourth new years resolution is by far my favorite (maybe I am biased), but I LOVE being creative (hence this website, these collages, and the 348953294 other ideas in my head)… Read more
-
play! new years resolution #3
my third new years resolution is to PLAY! on a daily basis. whether that’s pressing play on a movie or tv show, playing a video game, or simply playing some music to relax, I want to incorporate playing on a daily basis (like I don’t already do that at this point lol) Read more
meganlohmania 